When he no longer loves

Sometimes, on lonely cold evenings, when he comes home only after midnight, the thought creeps in that this can't go on for much longer, that one day she will not be able to take it anymore... But then the fear comes in – 'How can I be alone? At least now there's a living person nearby, even if sometimes, at least in principle. And there are no lines under the window... Who needs me with two kids or in my forty-something years'. And she decides that it's not all bad.