If you're lucky, you'll be alone.

All alone, when no one is around and you have to look for support on the ground and on yourself. If you're lucky and it's at the right time, life will hit you to crack you like a nut and get the kernel. If you're lucky and it's the right time, it will hurt you. So painful that the pain will almost make you die and then help you reborn from the inside out. If you're lucky, you will cry. And nothing can hold back those tears. And release will come through them, and then - real life.