If you're apathetic, it's a good thing.
This means that you are much closer to yourself than, for example, some idiot who has taken another business course on successful success. Only by going through deep apathy, that is the loss of all false meanings, such as "family is the main thing," endlessly saving money, creating a career in a profession you haven't felt like doing for a long time - can you find a deeper meaning and a deeper freedom.
As long as you are attached to money, relationships, family, children, or career, you are doomed to permanent disappointment, anxiety, guilt, and, in the long run, to profound apathy.